that's it...

i'm losing my mind.  5 full days in the house.  i finally went to the corner to buy a 6 pack tonight and felt like i ran 5 miles when i got back.  thank god i had the sixer...it was miller time!!!  i've decided i will go to the hospital on tuesday to begin negotiating my mri and surgery.  i need another day.  my wife has to be sick of me by now.  although, i've been pretty upbeat till tonight when i realized i had written and recorded 3 songs, finished lyrics for the gfjd record, read a book and the sunday times, gotten 3 sessions of accupunture and generally been a stationary busy body, all i wanted to do was sit and watch some fucking 'law and order'.  there was plenty of episodes  to pick from but it turned out i saw them all!! shiiit!!!  so now i gotta focus on my impending bullshit debt, not to mention the actual surgery.  it's enough to make a man insane and it has.  so here i am at 2:45 am getting ready to watch "10000 b.c.".  why?  because it's free. 

watch this guy play guitar